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since i REALLY do not want to add a new html for every single time i wanna have a new thought, various thoughts and ideas are gonna be here, broken up with little title headers. why is it all sectioned under "groan"? because that's what i decided when i made this site and i refuse to change a bunch of details after the fact. i am lazy. this is better for me, and this is my website, and thus my domain. you will respect my dominion. breaking up text doesn't feel efficient either. ill probably figure out a way to actually write html #LikeABoss but as it stands ill have to stick with being kind of inefficient just because this really isn't a website im trying to doll up a whole lot. maybe later ill go on different websites with proper html implementation and use inspect element in its first proper use in decades to get a good look at how to actually write a bunch of text and be efficient doing so. i really want to make updating this website as little of a hassle as possible. if i can do that i will actually update this site often and use it as a nice little hub for myself.blarg
not super in the mood to name this anything to be honest. ive written a good amount of funhouse so far but i really dont know how i want to proceed from here. im technically at the midpoint but ive a solid idea on the ending so it's really like ive just gotta fill in this one part. it doesn't even have to be that long, but i guess my frustration is that i have only a vague idea of what i wanna do. i want to set a tone, and have a proper pace (im attempting to avoid spoilers by speaking in extremely vague terms) but i guess i need to read more books or something because im really having trouble figuring out how i can write this. im slowly hacking away at it in my brain but there's a lot of annoyance considering i want to finish this and get it out, but i also want it to be done properly. there're a few other projects bubbling up to the surface in my mind, too, like an edit i was making about a year ago. all the more reason why i want to just get the short story "over with." maybe im putting too much onus on this short story? but it feels like my authorial debut (in some way) and i dont want to fuck it up. it's also because its subject is something near and dear to my heart, project moon. and considering i have an actual story that i want to create within the project moon universe, i guess i feel like i have something to prove, too. fart well, that's how it is. ok back to work.9/1
10 days.... in all seriousness, i should be able to get out the short story very shortly (haha). my work ethic is absolute garbage and i feel so terribly for not putting more focus into this project. i guess that's the reason why i tend to get upset about not finishing a project within the same day, i like to hold onto that bolt of inspiration and sap its energy until all i can feel is the sharp bolt digging into my clenched fist. it's my own fault, but still i get disinterested. i definitely want to make another short story, but i think this time ill try to come up with a solid idea of its narrative and sections and whatnot before going into it. kinda rushed this one and ended up working on it for like 4-6 hours total over the course of 4 days. yipes!what a wonderful life
i feel like making this website has helped me learn at least a bit of html. i plan to add small little secrets to this website, in fact there's already one present but i don't really expect anyone to find it anytime soon. im definitely gonna add more and take that as an opportunity to try out some more fun effects and decorations and whatnot. i look forward to it now that im not working on my short story. im definitely gonna make more, and soon. i could never just shit out a single short story and act like that has fulfilled me for all of time. ive got more left in the tank, and im better equipped for it now too. it's late and i've got school. good night.